Senior Days

I am so tired. It is so hard for me to stay awake during class. I have the worse habit of falling asleep during eighth period. It is not that my teacher is really boring- he is actually really fun- Physics with L- but it happens to be that I get really tired, his classroom is particually hot, and I am a senior. So I fall asleep (in the front row) and have a hard time catching up. I have to admit though that it is really easy to fall asleep when a certain someone asks stupid questions- tripping over words, mixing up equations, and not making any sense to any one in the class including the teacher. Anyway--- I fell asleep in physics today, and tried to make it look like I didn't. I tried to wake myself up slapping my face, propping my eyes open, and basically trying everything that could keep me awake short of throwing a bucket of ice water over my head. But, guess what happened again- I fell asleep. I can't help it. I am just glad that my teacher records the class lectures. So I woke up about five minutes later and realized that it wouldn't be possible to stay awake, so I gave up and fell back asleep. I slept right infront of the teache rand it didn't matter, I just wanted to sleep.

Really random comment (but ironically relevent): I have a button that says "Stay tuned- I might say something interesting at any moment." Ironic- right? By the way shout out to Zanzibar George, Stellatus Sidera, Nanny, and the Cannaday Family. I miss those of you who I don't see often and am so excited about tonight with my others.


The homecoming game is tonight and I know it is going to shock everyone who knows me, but I don't have a date. Okay, so maybe it isn't a shock, but it would be nice to have a date. Anyway--- I probably would do something stupid and make a fool of myself. Isn't that the eternal parodox of dating: Girls wish and wish for a date, so that they can go somewhere with their date, and then when they get the date, they are stuck with it. The girl finds out how strangling the date is and immediatley wants to go back and hang out with her friends. The girl can't talk to her date like she talks to her friends, she is nervous how she acts, and spends an extra hour and a half making sure that every 'impurity' (that really isn't there) is covered up. Of course, I wouldn't know though because I have never been taken on a real date. I have gone places with guys and I definently have flirted with them, but none have ever stuck. I just havn't found 'the guy'. Really sad, I know, but I enjoy my life. There is very little drama and I believe that my relationship with my mother is so good because of that. My best friends move just as slow as I do, and I appreciate that, but it would be nice to not be rejected by a guy- for once for a guy to get it into his head that I am flirting with him. Oh well, that is my rambling rant for one time.

Went to the football game and am back. (Yes, I have been writing this post over the period of the whole day- for those of you who are confuse.) Shout out to my 5th grade buddy K. Great girl! We had a blast. We barely watched the game and walked around and talked the whole time. I never knew that hanging out with someone who is just a little less then half my age could be so much fun. She is a brave, funny, and welcoming little girl. I had so much fun K.

The short version:
- I fall asleep during Physics
- Shout outs
- Homecoming game with K
- I'm dateless... still